Monday, March 22, 2004
In search of a way to stop time. I just realized how little time I have left in Toronto. It's not that i don't want to go back for NS. It's just that it's hitting me real hard how I will miss life as a student. And how I'll miss every moment I've had in this city. Seems like i really feel some sort of an attachment to each friend and place here or something... feel like a friggin' leech. But u get the idea.
Feeling really lethargic right now. Slept at 330 last nite but had to wake up early for soccer. I had my worst game ever since i came here too. Every shot i took crashed back off the post.. even missed sitters and open goals. And felt really drained... really bad stamina... wonder how i'll survive in NS. Or maybe its just the fact that i didn't have sufficient rest and played on an empty stomach. Neways, went to church after that and had lunch. Then slept like a pig till now. Been feeling rather emotional lately after i wake up each time. Dun really wanna say why.... if i told u b4 about it u'll noe why, if not u won't ever noe.
Feeling really lethargic right now. Slept at 330 last nite but had to wake up early for soccer. I had my worst game ever since i came here too. Every shot i took crashed back off the post.. even missed sitters and open goals. And felt really drained... really bad stamina... wonder how i'll survive in NS. Or maybe its just the fact that i didn't have sufficient rest and played on an empty stomach. Neways, went to church after that and had lunch. Then slept like a pig till now. Been feeling rather emotional lately after i wake up each time. Dun really wanna say why.... if i told u b4 about it u'll noe why, if not u won't ever noe.
yeongest 4:35 am