Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Haven't been sleeping that well lately. Been suffering from SMTS (severe-missing-toronto-syndrome :P)... *sigh* dunno if this is normal.. sometimes i miss it so much i almost feel like crying. what a wuss i am. it's just that when i go to bed at nite these visions of T.O. make it seem so real that i am still there... that i am at the very places i used to be and with the ppl i know so well. really hope i can get over this soon.
Yesterday morning i completed my medical for pre-enlistment of NS. i was classified under "pending further medical review" which isn't exactly a good thing. apparently i have some hearing problem and cannot detect sounds of highest frequency that are emitted from a set of headphones. the thing is i really didn't hear anything... they must've been really soft. so i have to go back for another checkup on my hearing on august 23rd. this means that i almost certainly won't be enlisting for NS anytime soon. prob the earliest is november... *sigh* plus if they do not certify me as a "combat-fit" person i may have to end up being a clerk in army rather than be a soldier. yucks. i dun wanna sit in the office when there's so much fun outside... my army pals must think i'm nuts, but if i haf to waste 2 yrs of my life in army, i'd rather do something physically challenging and be fit for it. dun wanna sit ard doing nothing.
went out with jonathan chen this morning to queensway to buy a new pair of sandals... then out with yuandong after lunch to kai kai a bit. feel like the two of us really are on the same wavelength in many things... sucks that we won't be hanging out as much together once school starts cuz he's going back to T.O. feel like he is kinda like an older bro that i never had. kinda like the situation of my bro-in-law (zibin). but they are two rather different guys. all i can do is thank god that i met this corny and fun pal in my life in T.O. alritez off now... gotta pack cuz going to KL tomorrow morning.
Yesterday morning i completed my medical for pre-enlistment of NS. i was classified under "pending further medical review" which isn't exactly a good thing. apparently i have some hearing problem and cannot detect sounds of highest frequency that are emitted from a set of headphones. the thing is i really didn't hear anything... they must've been really soft. so i have to go back for another checkup on my hearing on august 23rd. this means that i almost certainly won't be enlisting for NS anytime soon. prob the earliest is november... *sigh* plus if they do not certify me as a "combat-fit" person i may have to end up being a clerk in army rather than be a soldier. yucks. i dun wanna sit in the office when there's so much fun outside... my army pals must think i'm nuts, but if i haf to waste 2 yrs of my life in army, i'd rather do something physically challenging and be fit for it. dun wanna sit ard doing nothing.
went out with jonathan chen this morning to queensway to buy a new pair of sandals... then out with yuandong after lunch to kai kai a bit. feel like the two of us really are on the same wavelength in many things... sucks that we won't be hanging out as much together once school starts cuz he's going back to T.O. feel like he is kinda like an older bro that i never had. kinda like the situation of my bro-in-law (zibin). but they are two rather different guys. all i can do is thank god that i met this corny and fun pal in my life in T.O. alritez off now... gotta pack cuz going to KL tomorrow morning.
yeongest 8:21 pm