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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Thank God for You, Sis

My sis finally left for Toronto this morning. Miss her lots already. So sad that i couldn't send her off to the airport cuz i had to come for work and had a meeting at 10 am. I guess i really didn't notice the time go by. The last time i looked, 8th Sept was still weeks away. Yet now she has already jet off back to ol' One Park Lane in lovely Toronto.

Still dunno what it'll be like at home without her. An empty room, no more watching Friends on her laptop on her bed... no more inpromptu chit chat and gossip sessions. everything seems so strange without my sis. I guess cuz all my life I have had her somewhere around me... even for those 2 yrs in high school when she was in Toronto and I was in Windsor, we were never THAT far away. I guess those who say we really are close as siblings are right, even if during my teen years we didn't get along that well and used to get into countless quarrels. I guess now i finally realize how blessed i am to have a sis like my sis. She truly is another great gift from God in my life.

I have always wanted a brother. A brother to hang out with, a bro to play games and sports with, a bro with the same interests and with whom i could have a regular guy talk with. And through the last few years, I have been fortunate enough to have some really close guy frens who feel like brothers to me, not least of all Henry, my sis' other half. A real bro i can call him. One who has great wisdom and insight with maturity beyond his age, making him a great guy to turn to for advice; yet he exudes the kind of corniness and sense of humour that makes us click as real bros. Another is Yuandong, my Toronto bro... a real buddy.. not just to hang out at Timmies or talk cock, but someone who is on my wavelength very often cuz of our history together as Cat High alumni. These are wonderful guys who i am more than happy to call my brothers.

But i guess what i wanted to say is that, I could have many close guy frens who are like "real bros" to me. But there is ONLY one Ann, one big sis, that i love so dearly and cherish with my heart. The only sister i could ever have in this world who could stand my outbursts, my lame jokes, my smelly petulance, my sorrows in failed relationships, and above all my joy in everything. And for all this, I thank GOD. You have given me more than I deserve, and I pray that you may help me BE the perfect brother to her in return. Thanks for all these years of memories Jie. :) Miss you lots! *Muakz*
yeongest 11:55 am

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