Friday, April 29, 2005
What the f*** is wrong with me? What's happening to me? Since when did I become such an easily irritable, super annoying, selfish, dishonest assh*le? nothing seems to be going right for me these few weeks. With things piling on top of things, the stress of preparing lots of stuff on time and not screwing up for fear of getting more extra duties-- meaning more of my weekends will be burned.
Never did i realize before coming into NS how much i have taken my freedom for granted. the freedom and time to plan for my own stuff. to hang out with my friends. to spend quality time with my family. i had tonnes load of all this way back when. i have been getting into quite a few arguments and bickers with some ppl around me recently. Find that i am going back to my secondary school days where i was this immature temperamental kid who would get into numerous fights. well, at least i havent resolved to fighting yet. but boy do i feel like bashing someone's head in right now. Guess i haven't been exposed to my violent side for quite some time already.
I am also in a 50/50 situation right now in OCS. Due to a hamstring tendon injury, i was asked by my Medical Officer if i would like to downgrade. I told him a straight answer "no". it's not exactly a serious injury anyways. Only bad thing is that it is likely to reoccur every now and then now that i've got it. will be going for physiotherapy twice a week in camp. hope it helps. god help me... i hate this regimental lifestyle...
Never did i realize before coming into NS how much i have taken my freedom for granted. the freedom and time to plan for my own stuff. to hang out with my friends. to spend quality time with my family. i had tonnes load of all this way back when. i have been getting into quite a few arguments and bickers with some ppl around me recently. Find that i am going back to my secondary school days where i was this immature temperamental kid who would get into numerous fights. well, at least i havent resolved to fighting yet. but boy do i feel like bashing someone's head in right now. Guess i haven't been exposed to my violent side for quite some time already.
I am also in a 50/50 situation right now in OCS. Due to a hamstring tendon injury, i was asked by my Medical Officer if i would like to downgrade. I told him a straight answer "no". it's not exactly a serious injury anyways. Only bad thing is that it is likely to reoccur every now and then now that i've got it. will be going for physiotherapy twice a week in camp. hope it helps. god help me... i hate this regimental lifestyle...
yeongest 10:01 pm