Monday, May 02, 2005
home is no shelter for me during these troubled times. in fact there is an even bigger storm brewing. where, oh where can i seek refuge? is it wrong to feel like i really just want to get away for awhile? it's not that i don't want to face the problem but in this case i can't really do much except worry even more.
sis doesnt seem to interested in what's happening at home for some reason. or maybe she's just too busy spending time with certain friends before they come back for good. either way, she doesn't seem to understand the gravity of the situation. she seemed easily consoled by a few words my mom said that i still can't believe she did. perhaps she was just trying to make my sis feel better.
somebody pls wake me up from this nightmare. i want out of this shithole.
sis doesnt seem to interested in what's happening at home for some reason. or maybe she's just too busy spending time with certain friends before they come back for good. either way, she doesn't seem to understand the gravity of the situation. she seemed easily consoled by a few words my mom said that i still can't believe she did. perhaps she was just trying to make my sis feel better.
somebody pls wake me up from this nightmare. i want out of this shithole.
yeongest 7:55 am