Sunday, July 24, 2005
feeling moody again... this is fast becoming a weekly cycle. every sunday evening i will feel rather down without fail. *sigh* the life of a soldier... why is it that no matter how long our bookouts are we always come crashing back down to earth when the weekend is over? at least this time round i got to spend more time with my dearest mom. talked to her on both nights and spent the nite in her room. haven't done this mother-son thing for a long while now. so it really felt good to have her close by my side.
today was a day of tears for me and my darling. talked about quite a few things. apparently something upset her that i wasn't aware of. also talked about our views on the future. the talk certainly clarified some stuff and made me feel a lot less worried. still... doesn't lift this moody spell i'm having just right now.
next weekend i'll only be out on sat cuz i'll be doing guard duty on sunday. sux... sigh. dunno how much time i'll get to spend with my sis before she heads back to T.O. too. at the rate things are going. her being busy with her stuff. will have to make do with whatever time we have i guess.
starting to miss my dear already. her touch, her smell, her cute smile... see ya in 5 days...
today was a day of tears for me and my darling. talked about quite a few things. apparently something upset her that i wasn't aware of. also talked about our views on the future. the talk certainly clarified some stuff and made me feel a lot less worried. still... doesn't lift this moody spell i'm having just right now.
next weekend i'll only be out on sat cuz i'll be doing guard duty on sunday. sux... sigh. dunno how much time i'll get to spend with my sis before she heads back to T.O. too. at the rate things are going. her being busy with her stuff. will have to make do with whatever time we have i guess.
starting to miss my dear already. her touch, her smell, her cute smile... see ya in 5 days...
yeongest 6:36 pm