Tuesday, August 09, 2005
I LOVE YOU MOM
National day today. but for some reason am not really in a celebratory mood. mom has been diagnosed with melanoma... though the extent of which is still yet unknown. i pray to god that as they predicted it really is still in T1 stage. somehow my mom being such a strong woman took me some time to realize how serious the repurcussions could be. she's always been thinking of our welfare and even now she felt that by hiding her fears it would be less of a distraction for me since i'm in the army.
i hate myself for this... have i taken my mom for granted once too often? why is it i have this sudden fear of losing her? and one thing i know for certain is that my dearest mom has done so much for me over the years... sacrificed so much... and cared for me so much that i will never ever be able to repay back all her love and tears that she has shed for me (and my sis) even if i lived to be a hundred. dun really feel like blogging now. want to be by her side... so that's all for now.
National day today. but for some reason am not really in a celebratory mood. mom has been diagnosed with melanoma... though the extent of which is still yet unknown. i pray to god that as they predicted it really is still in T1 stage. somehow my mom being such a strong woman took me some time to realize how serious the repurcussions could be. she's always been thinking of our welfare and even now she felt that by hiding her fears it would be less of a distraction for me since i'm in the army.
i hate myself for this... have i taken my mom for granted once too often? why is it i have this sudden fear of losing her? and one thing i know for certain is that my dearest mom has done so much for me over the years... sacrificed so much... and cared for me so much that i will never ever be able to repay back all her love and tears that she has shed for me (and my sis) even if i lived to be a hundred. dun really feel like blogging now. want to be by her side... so that's all for now.
yeongest 9:21 am